When I am broken

When I am Broken.

When I am broken

Do not come to fix me.

Tell me not

About positives

In my life.

Can’t you see

I am blind 

To such thoughts

My ears past hearing

My Logic past understanding

I am broken

And you, 

With your smart suit, 

Big words, meter ticking

Psychology Degree

Will not be the one

To heal me.

I am full of fuzz, 

The television crackles in my head

Behind the dark empty pools 

Of eyes, salt water flows

Un-announced

Behind them a sluice gate

Where I stored all his petty put downs

“Oh! Let me do it”

“Are you good for any-thing”

“Why? can’t you even stop

The baby crying!”

You made me feel like shit

Now I look like shit.

But when I am 

Ready to talk

You’re the mongrel dog

Who has pissed on my alter

Pooed in my souls chalice

And I’am going to catch you

By your scruffy neck

And I am going to stick

Your Fucking muzzle in it.